Wednesday, September 28, 2011

alone (part 2)

continuing my last post about being alone.
so today, my driver didn't come. big sigh. I'm almost being crazy because I can't go to the campus. I decided to drive by myself, and fortunately, my mother gave the permission. A bit nervous, but as the wheels hit the road, I got the confidence lol.
so, in the car. alone. Again, I found the inner peace *sound like KungFu Panda 2 huh? haha*. I did enjoy my time in the car. did nothing *beside drove the car, and sing the songs played in my car loudly*. i was just looking forward to the road. yeah. that's what i really should do in my real life.


-caroline , the alone-but-not-lonely driver

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

enjoying my time. alone.

you may thought that I'm in the mellow mood. but, I do really feel like being alone is the greatest escape of my business. business means really busy. I'm having a mid-term exam week. Lack of sleep. sigh.
Lately, I kinda feel a bit lazy being around someone; including my friends. I don't know why but I do enjoying my time being alone. I got time to think about everything, and most important, I don't get annoyed with everyone, because when I'm not in a good mood, everyone turns to be so annoying.
well, positive side being alone is that I can be more relax and do everything I love.
alone doesn't mean lonely. when I'm alone, I'd like to just do something, like maybe blogging, web-surfing or just listening to the music. And I do enjoy it.
being alone also doesn't mean that I'm entering my comfort zone. actually, with being alone, I'm exiting my comfort zone with people.
well, people got their own alone time. and this is my time :)




-caroline, the alone-but-not-lonely one

random photos







I promised my friend that I would publish random photos of ours, when we went to Ancol on the other day. so here they are! :))

Disaster. Again and Again.

one word to describe today. DISASTER. 
i fell asleep while doing my assignment, and damn! I woke up at 1 a.m. and there was a blackout suddenly. 
i went sleep at 3 a.m. and my mother woke me up at 6 a.m. just to tell me that my driver is absent today. I'm going to punch everything near me, but I felt so weak. I decided to sleep again, but I couldn't even close my eyes.
My brother got a permission to come to school late, in order to accompany me to the university. thanks brother :) I decided to drive the car, while he sit beside me. And there was a long traffic jam. and I just.. had a me-gusta's-face. 
Then the next thing happened when I was going to print my assignment. Damn! I forgot to bring more money. but thanks to Della who like an angel, lend me the money. I feel so lucky. 
The even worst thing is I don't think I can answer my theology test today. 

DISASTER HAPPENED ALL OVER AGAIN! big sigh :(




-caroline, the victim. REALLY.